I wont be able to survive without you being by my side.

I'm so USEless!
There is nothing I can do.
I just stand there and do nothing.
I paniced.TT
I just stund..im really useless
I cant do it eventhough its for my own good
No matter how angry I am.
I just cant do it on you.

I really cant.

I just dont want it to happen on you.

_____________________________

Wanted to start talking

But I dont know how to start..=/

I quite proud of my class.

They are really helpful.

:) thanks guys

Anyway...I got to off soon.

Its rainy soon. *kaboom*

Uploaded new song to my friendster :D

Bu Yi Yang - JNK

Making this a quick one..
Im off to school early today
Decide to finish all my homeworks :)
I didnt want to talk about what happen yesterday

__________________________

I saw drunk people in the library.

Yea,they were really drunk

Started laughing loudly here and there

I cant stand them so I left.

__________________________

Just to make things more smooth for me x)

And this this terrible thing happn in class

Some girls gave Charisa her book

And inside the book is a DEAD lizard in a plastic bag

__________________________

Pn Tang saw and she screamed

I was just standing beside her

I screamed too!

I mean it was dead with blood everywhere

__________________________

And its like squashed yucks

and its inside the book

HOW TERRIBLR???

ugh!! yucks xP

I'm your sweet chocolates :)

Reach to school a little earlier today :D

worried-less...

Went to find Anussha they all...

Found them and we walked together.

Saw the chipmunks...

Staring at people like got no other work to do.

Didnt see him today..=/

I'm beginning to feel its a avoid.

__________________________

wooo...now I love editing :DD

Things went well today in school..

Except one thing...PJ time.

*ugh* aggresif...

This Pn Prema la...

She said last Thurs that we gonna run today..

Then now she change..

Do pushups and situps instead.

____________________________

We begged her to let us run..

I just dont want to do that!! ><

I rather run like idiots..

Then she say 'Dont force me'.

Who the heck wanna force you??

Then when do pushups,

We took out our shoes and put our knees on it

Like kneel on it.

______________________________

I mean its marble floor right in Dewan block G?

Its sure gonna hurt out knees bad

Then she say'NONONO!! I say no means NO! Wear your shoes back'

'But teacher,later our knees gonna hurt.' sughon

'I dont care.' pnprema

'Teacher,its marble floor.' sughon

'If other people can do it why cant you?!??!' pnprema

______________________________

Then she called Sughon anak gajah???

Please la.Look in the mirror before calling anyone that okie?

Left my file at the makmal sains there...

on the FLOOR somemore!!

Luckily nirmal take it for me :)

Thank YOU!!!

Its a long way till we meet again.

Pui Teng is so sad...=/

Cause of her 'tan tan min'..

I'm really sorry for you..

CHEER up! :D...smile!! :))

hmm...=/

I didnt see him the whole day today...

NOT a little BIT at all..

gosh...I feel kinda bad..

Not a little but a lot!

I hope he's not angry...

I just really want to say sorry..

Sms-ed erin just now...

She said she's having exam tomorrow..

woah...so fast??

We all after holiday only take exam.

Talking on the phone now~~ :D

With Julia...:DDD

Erms...thats all for today...~~

♪ music is my life ♪

She's has him.He's has her.I'm have no one.

Went to Parkon today..:D
bought some damn cute thingies :))

CUTE marhs???

High School Musical 2 'd' file..

Slide inside de..x)

And a pinkiie watch ;D

Mickey Mousiie de..

Then go Sunday pasar malam..

Saw a few people who is VERY familiar to me..

=/...hmmmm

I dont know their names but I saw them in school before..

Nothing much really...

What will happen if I saw him??? :O

then I really *swts* lor..x)

♥ ME,ANU,ERIN,ANNE,JULIA,SUGHON,KLAUDIE ♥

♥ best things ever occur to me ♥

♥ never let them go.never hurt them ♥

♥ they are my lifeline.if one gone,everything dies ♥

A day to remember is the day I met you.

Happy Birthday to my DEARfriend Karthini!! :D

Today her birthday leh...

I wished her already..She's so CUTE

Nothing much today...

I went to the orphanage today..

To donate some food and sweets to them..

They were all so CUTE!!! :DD

The smallest is 3 and the biggest is 11..

7 boys and 8 girls..

Mostly indians..and a few chinese...

They were all so cute!!

They studying like angels..

I feel kinda bad for them..

So small then the parents dont want them..

Just imagine WE have parents and dont

want to respect and love them.

I should go there more often..

A lot of people donate food for them

At least they wont stare.. ;)

I just got back from my dad's house..

FUN..

..:: simple ::..

I dreaded having to tell you that I love you.

Reacher school at 12.55p.m.

Saw Mandy doing her homework..

I wonder where is Anussha..?

Then I turned to the field..

Saw them playing football..=/

Then I saw Anussha coming with PuiTeng

'Pui Teng likes TanTanMin' Anussha says

'?????TANTANMIN??' alexaLEE

'Means egg mee in cantonese' puiTENG

'Eeww why you like that?' alexaLEE

'swts.You know who is it la!!' anu

'OH~!! you mean ----? Okays ;)' alexaLEE

'I really not sure why you like him.' alexaLEE

I really dont know why... =/

Read Hairul's blog..

He said me and anu always say

'Hairul.....dont spread the NEWS..!!'

This is what I want to say!! :D

Dont go spread it!! xDD

Saw him couple of times....

I just stop there and paniced..

I feel like so useless!!

USELESS TT

I kinda saw MernJo cry..

What happen to her?

I hope she is OKAY..

Then me,Anu and Hairul talked and talked about them

everyone...about HIMself..

When we at library..

Hairul say we perpaduan..

???

'Got 3 different bangsa mah!' anu

ohhhsss xD

Erms...got to go lor

Eating crabs??? xDD

yumms bye~ ♥♥♥

♥ Its like seeing my own fairytale being destroyed ♥

my LOVE for you will never change

My feelings struck when I'm near to you.

Went for latihan sukan even though I hated it

Try to suffer the PAIN through it!!

Pn Tan just ask us to run 5 round the field

then can go bersurai...

I decided to GET a life..

A new life...which I can change myself

Head to canteen to finish my homework

This punethan really what lor

Simply say one...joke then joke lor

but dont joke on those things MAH!!

I was damn PISSed off!!

Then Anussha told him the WHOLE story~~

Then he was like...Sorry lor.Sorry sorry

He finally understood...

or maybe NOT..

Then Kenny they all play football

He asked me to hold his watch and said

he will pick it up when he's done

playing football.But when he's done..

He forget about it!!!!!!

=.=:..

Then go library to get some FRESH air

I really wanted to get my nerves down

I dont want to talk about PJ time

one word! Sucks!!

I didnt even hit the ball..

Just stand there like what?

Bladdy moron?? RIGHT!

I just got back from having dinner with my grandmother..

She kena lottery...so she belanja

paid us rm50 each $.$

We were late actually..

But luckily they left some for us..x)

..::sick of loving YOU::..

loving you give me sorrows

I feel like crying when I see you.

.Its OKAY,Im fine.;)

hmphs..

need to wear full-u today..

CORRECTIONS! its WAJIB,MUST,PERLU

its really hot..and the buttons are hurting me

fast fast find anussha..

WEnt to library with Anu and LiJien :D

but me and LiJien dont want go in ..kakas

cause malu mah...wear like...soldiers?? o.0?

then go in library like soh poh only xD

Decide to wait outside~~

around 10mins saw Anne,Lia and Sughon..

im parshed...wanted something COLD to drink

we FLEW to the canteen x)

We were like looking at Daniel and Joseph..

what are they DOING???

no...seriously...what are they doing?

see them talking to people and doing actions kinda funny xD

Idzuan still dont know who ARE the chipmunks

Cause we dont want tell him orh..

Kesian him but its for OUR own good ;D

Didnt see him today at ALL...

kinda good at least im not afraid to go anywhere..

PBSM kumpul at pokok besar..

swt ==..just write name only~=.=

I really dont know HOW Hairul know!!!

Its not true anyway...just dont want him to tell everyone!

just a guess I think~

..::I beary LOVE you::..

Nothing turns good from LOVING.They turned to sorrow.

Listening to YUI - GoodBye days from Anussha profile.. TT

Its so sad..*crying*

Thinking of old times..Its really sad.. TT

Depressing..pushed over

*ehems*..Hairul reads my blog..

So better not put anything TOP secret in it

Hairul!!

EH YOU!!

dont go spreading this are NOT true about me kays??

Who says I like HIM???

I NEVER,NEVER,NEVER & NEVER liked him

OKAY???? swts

SWT SWT SWT SWT SWT SWT SWT!!

Tried to finish my SEJ&ENG today..

rush rush rush =/

Then heard that HuiCheng wanna letak..

pled her to dont letak..

Later sure get kelas terKOTOR berturut-turut de la..

She told missTAN..

but she didnt letak...phew~

Its quite funny the whole day!

I laugh and laugh...xD

SookTeng hit Thinakaran with her textBOOKs

inFRONT of missTAN!!!

It went BOOM...then the whole class was like 'huh?what happen?'

And everybody laugh xDD...

teacher didnt know somemore er..

swts la.. xDD

then PJ time..

run see who get first...for the marks in your 'house'

THANKS to kokjun,munwei they all ...

giving me 'advises'

DUMB advises

'Eh mayyan.Turn into a rabbit la.Can run faster.' KENGliang

'Where got?Rabbits hop la!' MUNwei

'Mayyan sure last one.' KOKjun

'Mayyan get last ar?? :D' MUNwei

swts..==

told you dumb advises..

like you can run talk so much..

not going to tell you I get no.what~~ ==

then go home time..

Asked Hairul WHO he says I like~~

ZOMG!WTH?OMFG?? Fricking HELL??

He says ---- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SERIOUSly? GET A BRAIN!! argh!!

Why I want to like him?? duuhhh~~~

SWTS ! ==

like no better work to do...this is LAME work..

..::no use loving a person who doesnt know me::..

when I love I cant stop

I miss my BABY.I really do.

.I caught him staring at a girl who was once his with another guy.

I'm moodless everyday.

Since we never talked to each other anymore.

We started to ignore each other.

Pretend each other dont even exist.

Moodless to talk.Moodless to even bother.

I just look away when I saw you.

HOPELESS!! its really........hopeless.

Seeing my friends who always have fun is nice..

But seeing a girl who is moodless everyday..

Trying to suffer her days in school isnt very nice to be watched

Life goes on with ME..

*blank blank*

Goodiie News!!

Haha !! Saw you get into your car!!

Recognise the car and plate liao luu xD

you cant hide anymore =PP

Get class terBERSIH again

not trying to LC-ing ;)

CONGRATZ whoever WON for merentas desa!!

GOOD JOB RED HOUSE!! :DD

Its good to have people like KENNY,DANIEL in red house ;)

Going to treat 'no-nerve' nicely

:)... He wont mind~~ xD

..::I saw him crying::..

FFC0CB

my LIFE is getting worst!

MIDvalley :D

snap snap pictures..

Went to D'lish to have lunch.

yippiie!!

Chocolate Raspberry Brownie :D

My favourite!!

MIDvalley renovated toilet.

I wanna be free..

Floating in the sky.

Its never too childish. ;)

ALVIN??

alvin from Alvin and the Chipmunks XD

..::lalala<3::..

FFC0CB

Simplicity is what I say. ;)

MERENTAS DESA today :D

cool! ^^

I get to tugas 1st time as PBSM..

So I wont lost the precious chance.

Joanne&Julia pick me up at 6.30a.m

and we are OFF! :>

its pasked JAM outside the parking lot..

and Pengakaps everywhere..

We saw Veera dressed in Pengakap uniform xDD

We were like 'Hiiiii!!!'

Then he 'o.0?' xDD

PBSM kumpul follow kumpulan-kumpulan

We were given 3mins to find our class teacher and give kedatangan.

Followed kumpulan by kumpulan to our checkpoint

Mine is at the erms...round thingiie??

And 8o'clock sharp begin.

Form 1 guys run first..they all like so small =/

Then Form2 guys.. ==

Seeing their face expressions makes me wanna laugh.

Saw CheeWeng...wow..so fast??

And the Joseph..also very fast

Then..the guys~~ ==

even slower than tortoise ==

they all too fat liao...cant run..they run until 'cheh hei'

Then wait&wait and wait

Finally Form2 girls!! :DD

Saw Klaudia...pale like a ghost :O!! ahhhh!!

Then saw yentheng.

COOL!! So fast!! :D

Followed by Regina :)

And saw my girls... C:

Everyone raced so well!! Like piece of cake.

Bersurai a lil earlier..10.05a.m.

Klaudia ask me to fetch her home...OK fine!

Then left Anu alone TT..sorrY~~~

Its fun! Never should have missed it! ;D

..::itsFORGOTTEN::..

FFC0CB

i KNOW you.NEED you.LOVE you.HATE you.

damn pissed off today..

ii know you know WHY already

angry until feel like throwing my chair down from the 2nd floor

they really make me angry

forget liao!! totally forgot!!

they are not in my MIND anymore!!

ii dont want to drag this until ii sleep also cannot sleep

they dont want it,FINE!

have it your way~!!

GONE.LOST.FOREVER!

tomorrow merentas desa

on duty at PBSM

wanna try out~first time

when you faint~~whoosh im THERE :)

its gonna be one FUN day

luckily Anu didnt tell Chip&Dale who is the chipmunks

she almost but she didnt *phew*

(( chip&dale is Ihsan and Idzuan! xD ))

I have her as my best friend.

I'm grateful of that.

I want him as my lover.

Which I haven't accomplish yet.

Even he is not my lover.

But at least a friend.

She is the best of them all!

Who always lend me a helping hand.

I talked to him everyday.

He makes me laugh,tell jokes and we talked openly.

She and me shared secrets,sleep-overs and cry together.

Without rules and feel so freely.

I caught him staring at her one day.

He stared at her with full of attention and love.

He was talking to me but ended up staring at her.

And he started talking about loves and doves.

I asked him if he likes her.

He denied and said he will never love anygirls.

I ended the conversation with 'Got to go.Bye.' rudely.

I saw him still staring at her.

He didnt noticed I wasn't there.

She walked off to the library to finish her duty.

She saw him following her and she waved at him.

His face blushed as red as an apple.

He walked towards me one fine morning.

Gave me a small little box with a lovely bow on top.

As I look at it,I cried a little.

Knowing that its something for me.

But he asked me to give it to her on Valentine'sDay.

My heart sank like a stone to the bottom of the sea.

When he walked away,I sneak a peek in the little box.

Saw something shiny in it.

Its an engagement ring.

Carved with her name on it.

I was sleeping very late on the day after Valentine'sDay

I heard some lovely bells chiming from far away.

He sent me a sms.Saying that I meet him at the Church.

I just cant wait but to dress up prettily.

Got there but it was packed with cars.

Ask a guy where is he.

The guy pointed inside the church.

I went near the entrance and saw..

Him kissing her on the lips after she say I do.

Its too late.

Just wanted to tell him that I love him.

..::its already too late::..

You're the one that I adore. ONLY you.Dont you get it??

13 February 2008

Today is 'talk' day in my house..

Called Anussha to make sure she is OK

with her fever..it scares me though

and then called Joanne&Julia to see if

Julia is coming for latihan sukan

and then called Erin and tell her the latest things happen in school :)

which is completely ALOT!

talk on the phone for 1 whole hour!

can you believe it??

talk for 1 hour for only a subject

SCHOOL!

school was OK for me

but sometimes its not

especially when my day was ruin by you-know-who

and they always pissed me off!! ><

guess that's all for today x)

14 February 2008

Today is Valentine's Day :DD

its so COOL!! now I really believe in Valentine'sDay

went for latihan sukan but it ended at 11.15

then can rehat jor luu x)

then I saw the Chipmunks

trying not to get my eyes on them

like I say 'who cares?'

then went to library and finish my undone homeworks

this MUNWEI is very annoying ~~ ><

see him also wanna muntah blood

Anu was SUPPOSE to some at 12

but she was unseen until 12.30

when we went to find her!!

then we walk around the school

telling each other stories about the chipmunks

and each others dreams x)

im having nightmares like everyday!

is there something that im afraid?

Valentine went smoothly for me

even though have to see the CHipmunks ><

Valentine'sDay Treats :)

Feeling hungry? xD

I'm your LOVEbug.You are myChocolate.

Sweet frosting on your iceCream.

Then I went over to Google and I saw this-->

So sweet ;).Even old folks celebrate Valentine'sDay!

..:: My Sweet little Valentine ::..

BRO&SIS

I'm glad we went our own ways and stop seeing each other.

SCHOOL!!

hateS it so much!

like we are going to JAIL!

Horrid place to be in..

I was late today..

Like I wanted to be late..

My aunty car was late,she had forgotten to fetch me! ==

so she U-turned to my way..

By that time its already 12.35 p.m.

and reached to school at 12.45 p.m.
run to meet myGirls..thinking they would be mad at me..

they were sitting at OUR spot.. :)

good work! we booked it

then took noticed that:-

>Julia cut her hair

>Joanne cut her hair

>Sughon change her specs

>Anu change HER specs

>'someone' got a new hairstyle

suddenly remembered that I need to return a book I borrowed..

on the way,I saw the Alvin and the CHIPMUNKS

"like who cares??"

went up to the library to return my book..

but they say "No record."

??????????????????????????

2 times the same thing came up "No record."

There wont be a 3rd time anymore..

cause I wont borrow any more books!! ><

then missKlaudia just spread a rumour about me~~

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello!! Why did you say??? =="""

got pissed off and stomp myself away from her sight..><

after recess got 'spotcheck'

which is a terrible bad thing to happen in a horrid school~ ==

they check one by one..

then SookTeng say "Even my boyfriend didnt touch me like that!"

harhar!! I laughed like hell~~

They rampas a lot of things..they almost want to rampas my card

Alena give de.. ;)

then they say never mind =="

bodoh--

Played volleyball again during PJ time

Klaudia said anu like ----

xDD...JKJK!

and she say I like ----!!!

bodoh betul!!! monkey!

then I hit her head with the volleyball

made everyone laugh xD

good for you Todd!!

and Bryan said he wanted to find out who I like

I said "impossible!!"

Even myGirls dont know..

how will you know??

He said "If I found out then you must call me kaigor"

Fine! No problem

"If I cant find out then I call you ahMa"

NO NOWAY!!!xP

..:: get angry infront of me,not behind ::..

CUTE ;)

Felt bad for forgiving you.Should never have.

Went to the bank to deposit ALL my money $$

the ang pau money I mean ;)

only rm500++???!?

Where has all the money gone??!

Everyone's ang pau is getting smaller..

souk sui..shrink

its quite crowded at the bank..

everybody deposit-ing money..

then go TheStore!

get things,but grocery and toys??

I got something for my class's board..

Later walk walk and I saw THIS------->

Looks awful but its CUTE! :D

Just what I always wanted!..

a 2/4 pants?

available in 3 colours.. :)

( sorry! blurs`)

its rm73.90 per-pants

but luckily its ON sale! :DD

buy one free one xD

mySis get this toys~~..

we arranged it so it can be put into the glass cupboard..

cute orhs?? :)

( noob`)

total pink-o

My CNY dress ==

I updated my blog~~

Its so darn fricking cute! x)

..:: love is so CUTE ::..

A hero is borned

Wanted to save the world but doesnt know how.

10 February 2008,Sunday

Went to my mom's friend's place..x)

they having open house..

so decide to go there

and pay them a visit! :D

later went to Aunty Summer's house..

(mom's best buddy)

and try one of her specialty..

Chocolate Cookies..

cool! and delicioussss

Night time went to my auntie's place

In Bukit Tinggi..

went going back time,its so damn jam

can you see?

Stuck for 23mins.. ;)

On the way took de KLCC..

Its beautiful

Nice work peoples!

..:: Saving my time ONLY for you ::..

Fun in the Sun

I never thought you would act like that!

9 February 2008,Saturday

Woke up at 7 today!!

For an early walk to the park near my mom's house..

In Laman Putra..

its so quiet there...

Birds chirping and the wind's blowing..

feel so free and lively

Sat on the swing and swing a feel times very hard..

Kept looking at the blue clouds in the sky..

Wanting to fly free like the birds..

And waved at an flying aeroplane..

Going up the slides like little kids..

wanted to snap some pictures..

But left the phone at home..

Stayed for 20mins..

then walked home together with my mom and Sis..

saw a whole family of milipeeds..

eeww...there were so many of them

around 30..

all around the playground and grass..

I freaked out and started running

didnt know where was I running too :)

and helped mom make breakfast..

toasting bread..butter the crackers..

This kind of fun should never be missed..

..:: its fine if you hate me ::..

PICS

I am always with you no matter where you are.

Here are 8 February 2008's photos :)

Muffin the princess in the house ;)

Mattiest the rascal around

Leo's dont you just love it?

I love Leo's especially the ice creams.. :D

..:: laughing out loud ::..

Till The End

You helped me everytime I fall.

8 February 2008,Friday

Happy Birthday to Bala...

Many happy returns :D

Stay over in my mom's house...totally great!

can see 3 little puppies!

which are Mattiest(Male),Scamp(Female) and Jane(Female)

they are so cute!!

especially Mattiest...he is so damn hyperactive

just like to poo everywhere..

and not to mention,bark like hell!

he also likes to eat..

and goes CRAZY when his food arrives..

haizzz...

I will upload the photos later...

The whole day went out..

Its so tiring.. =]

but collected more ang paus $$

no comment on that phrase :D

Today is the 2nd day of ChineseNewYear~

..:: oh my god? ::..

CNY ;)

Sweetness is something that is always in ME.

Went to my grandfather's brother's house today ;D

and collect ANG PAU $$

play,play like sakai only sia

we pat and pat the dog.

its so CUTE :D

then later follow my KuChea to her sister-in-law's house
first ii feel like dun wan go la..

but ChineseNewYear what..

dont be so kedekut..

so went there and share my NewYear spirit! :DD

they moved to a BIGGER and newer house

unbelieveable...WOW

stayed there for 5SOLID hours..

and meet my 'relative'..

and get more angpau $$$$

and this guy(who is my 'relative')called Zach

is so talkative...blah blah blah blah

but he is quite FUNNY x))

so no comment~~

received 16 angpau today..hope to receive more tmr! xD

..:: he reminds me of YOU ::..

This is for someone who looks just like YOU but isnt in this attitude.

Clean up again~

Gotta make sure everythings clean before 12midnight!

and went to my Uncle's house.

Snap some pictures..

Happy Birthday to you! ....pizza??!

yumm~! but know what? its FAKE :D

KA-CHEESE! :D

They got a little dollhouse..fit for a HUMAN!

(( inside the doll house ))

Baby Joey ;)

adorable?

Thing that puzzles me is that

....they still serve TONG YUN in my uncle's house xD

looky here...looks yummy

..:: CNY countdown 1hour&49mins :D ::..