Exams are...soon to be over!

Konichiwa!

It's been such a long time since I last blogged. This time, it isn't because I'm lazy. It's definitely before of exams. Honestly, do you ever believe someone like ME would ever study her head off for Finals? Especially when I just love to tweet nonsense stuffs and talk crap everyday? Yes, you better believe it cause' I DID study. I feel so committed to exams.

Physics paper 2 was today. Damn gosh, it was damn super freaking hell difficult. Miss Tan really do push students to their limits till the point where they want to suicide. Every year. Every decade. Since she started teaching. Hell. I know it's supah difficult, but surprisingly I enjoy answering those questions. Like say, essay questions. I enjoy explaining why that phenomenon happened. I think I liked to write so much, I went cuckoo after that. But whatever. I did my best, and let's hope my effort will be paid off. Got back my accounts paper today, and that is pure depression. I got a fucking B. I aimed for me, but I didn't get it. I study my ass off for accounts, but it seems that I don't put it much effort.

Going for Aunt's wedding dinner this Sunday. Let's hope for the best :)

I need my Takeru ♥

Konichiwa!

It was such a hectic day today. Woke up at 11 plus, which is considered as a VERY VERY freaking early time for me. My usual wake up time for weekends is 1 pm. Just ignore that okay? I'm the lazy type and I don't want to change my love for sleeping. ♡ Then went to Anussha's housie to study. As you know, non of our study groups will ever turn out well. You know it, and you don't have to ask anymore. We end up camwhore-ing in front of the webcam. Good thing I had a tumblr now, I can upload those pictures to tumblr instantly. HELL YEAH tumblr

When I get back, I was so tired as shit. I nearly fell asleep when I was bathing in the shower, oh come on. I still have to stay awake and upload more pictures to my tumblr. But that is what makes me excited all the time. Uploaded tons of Jordan Witzigreuter's pictures and lots of KoKi's too. He's just too adorable as a pumpkin and I feel like kidnapping both Takeru and him. I just love them both so much. ♥

Shoboi and I @ Anussha's house. We tied our hairs up, just like Japanese girls. I didn't know she was that cute! HAH, pwned!

Sucked.

Yeah hey.

School kinda sucked. A lot. I feel so empty inside, going to school. But still, I go to school to study and of course meet with friends. I don't think my heart is 100% into doing those stuffs anymore. Anyway, today is Adam Lambert's fucking awesome concert. The one I can't go to. I'm so broke and my parents will NEVER let me go to any concert especially before exams. Damn, Bala and Sherwyn are the lucky ones. Lucky you.

The one concert I can't wait for is SuG's concert. I do hope that they will make a Asia Tour concert. I'm joining all those fanpages or events that could help invite them over to Malaysia. So far failed. It's like no one has ever heard of Malaysia, they know Singapore and Thailand but they don't know the big country in between. Aiks, but I pray and hope everyday. I want to see Takeru so badly, he's such a hawtass. If other members can wait for like 3 - 4 years, I'm sure I can too. I need to get into more of the other Jrock bands like the GazettE or Alice Nine. They are way more famous than SuG. But I don't have the freaking time. Damn, exams.

Besides, the weather nowadays is so damn freaking hot. I need more time. ):

I'm nuts!

Please ignore whatever I've wrote on the previous post. I went a bit crazy.

Today went smooth without a hitch. No one noticed my braces-free teeth :B except Daniel, LiJien, KokJun and Brian. HOW SAD, I should smile more tomorrow. I am just so psyched to show my teeth to people.

At least today, I've managed to study some Physics. It must be a very big achievement, because I've never taken interest in Physics or any other subjects other than Add Maths as a matter of fact. I missed everyone in class, yes including those two. You know who. The chipmunks, hah! I can't wait to go to Anussha's house tomorrow. I can't wait to show her the weird video of SID! I hope she will laugh, cause I know I did. LIKE A MADASS. Listening to SCANDAL - Shunkan Sentimental.

Beside that, Miss T showed us her laptop during Physics. She then played all these old songs, to accompany us while we're doing our revisions. Honestly, those songs are distracting me more than accompanying me. Damn, I think the newest song in her computer is ByeBye - Mariah Carey. We were all halfway dying listening to those songs and doing those tough Physics questions. Hell. She even has Slipknot songs! WOW, LiJien and I laughed when we saw all those "FUCK FUCK" word in her computer. Seriously! HAHAHAHA, she's so updated!

Am I sure?

I want to be the person you'll be so proud with. Someone who you aren't afraid to tell people about. I want to see that big smile on your face every time when you're down. It just seemed to kill my whole world to see you upset. Your sadness is the poison in me, it kills me slowly yet painfully. But it hurts me more to know that your smile is all I can get from you. Like what everyone said, to see your loved ones happy is one happiness itself. Although I don't get to call you my own, I'm happy that I've met someone as special as you.

You never know how happy I would be if I get a message or text from you. I would always think twice or sometimes, thrice before replying you. I don't want to say anything that will make you misunderstood. Once awhile, I would sneak a peek and I caught you smiling or laughing. Your soft smirks and tiny chuckles are the things that melts my heart. Sometimes when I listen to sweet songs, I could hear your voice ringing in my head. Very very soft, makes me feel so secure. I'm sure it's all God's magic that both of us bumped into each other in life. I would be so lost without your presence, so thank you.

You are the reason why I get up every morning.

You are the one who I want to see every day.

You are the special one in the sea of plain.

Yes, I am very sure.

You are the one, the one who I loved so much.

Tired. (´д｀)

Konichiwa!

Yesterday night, I had one of the best nights in my life! HAH, don't think dirty I will never do such a thing at this age!

Thanks to @dearestwish, she sent me a video about SID doing one if their interviews. Damn Mao was so epic, he made me laugh the whole time! I just couldn't stop laughing although the interview ended! HAHA. The whole SID group were so epic including their manager! Damn! MAO is sooo cuteeee. Pure love!

Anyway;

Tomorrow will be the first day I'm going to school without my braces on. It's going to be a bit weird, but I hope it'll turn out good. I wonder who will notice it since at Mr Teng's tuition, NO ONE seemed to have noticed. Not even Calvin Goh that frienemy! And he was staring at my teeth for a freaking 20 minutes LOL

Can you believe it? Mao is already 33 years old but he still looks damn cute and so damn hawt. Guys with baby face are so loved! I love his damn sexay face. Muahahahaa, oh I listened to Cosmetic - SID. Mad awesome song.

10/10/10

Didn't really study today. What a waste of the 24 hours given.

Oh well, nights!

Thanks to him :)

Konichiwa!

It was quite a boring day today. Maybe everyday is a boring day ever since Holidays started. Only a few more days to go for school to reopen. It's not a very pleasant news, no one likes exams. That's for sure. Dang it. The girls came over to study. "Group study." As you know, it'll fail. I just call them over so that I could chat with them. ngekngek

OH check out my toothbrush. It's freaking awesome. It can transform! HAHA.

I can flip it around to close it and then flip it again to use it. This is so freaking cool, maybe people use this when they travel. It's awesome,

BRUSH UP ;

The other thing I did during the school holidays other than Television, Food, Sleep, Computer and Study is this. My Nintendo. I think Nintendo is Japanese made. So freaking heaven for me

Didn't know that you can chat with another Nintendo user! Look at this freaking kiute program. It's like Windows Live Messenger or something like that. Japaneses are freaking geniuses. I like the colours and that it's so small! HAHA.

OH OH, look at the cute box I made! It was all inspired by Takeru's designs! I looooveee the zebra prints, I really do hope I could buy one of his designs. He's damn good designer. It's what I called my SuG Highlighter Box. Muahahaha Ain't it cool?

The one thing that I'm totally annoyed with is this game. Sis has yet to stop playing it. I know you are supah good at it. But please don't keep playing. It's driving me nuts, I know it will soon drive you nuts too! Dang goodness, just stop playing it. By the way, she's the one on the bottom right. Yes, clothes are kawaii but enough is enough! :O

Anyhow, Takeru posted this damn damn damn damn kiute post in English. I don't know how to explain that this post had made me very happy. It's really thoughtful of him. Love him so muchhhh :D

tanks4mail

I'm very happy so many fanmail from overseas.
Ｂecause I wrote about my
condition.

You are very kind.

I wanna make you happy!
More haste,less speed.
Ｉwill take a rest.

tanks love ya!

であ(・ω・)ノシ

The way he used his English is tooooooo cute. Okay nights off. XO, Takeru!

Takeru, please be happy ):

Konichiwa!

Today hasn't been a really good day, until now. I woke up like 12noon today, yes it's always that late. Deal with me. As usual, there are tons of shouting this afternoon. I don't understand why some people can't listen to the elders and clean up their fucked up attitudes. They just enjoy making the rest angry, no matter how many times you shout at them, they'll just show you their famous "WTF" look. Dang it, I wish I could just hammer their heads.

Good thing, I studied again. Sejarah mostly!

But seriously, it doesn't give me any effect. Cause the things will enter my left ear and come out from my right ear. No use drinking coffee when you're studying Sejarah. IT WON'T WORK. Reading one page of it makes me wanna sleep for a thousand years. Damnit. Anyway, I read Takeru's blog. I think it's the longest post I've ever seen from him. He seemed to be in a very upsetting mood ): I hope he'll be alright. I wish someone could translate that whole post. My translator gives shit to me.

"raping" through my stuffs.

YES! At least I studied for a few hours, good thing! Finally I'm a good ass. Whatever, there are still lots of pages for me to rape through. I love using the word "rape" on objects. LOL, it's like I completely went through them and there's nothing left. God. ;o

Wonder why is this picture horizontal? Maybe there's something wrong with the setting.

Million $ Orchestra

(http://www.pscompany.co.jp/sug/million/item/index.html)

Takeru's latest designs! Please click on the link and view all the items! Everything is so tempting, I feel like buying all of them! He's the best colourful designer I know! I do hope that Million $ Orchestra gets shipped to overseas, especially to Singapore and Malaysia! Woots! It can happened, you just need to sign this petition right here!

(iPetitions here! Click click!)

"We really need to get a move on with this! Let’s try for at least 1,000 by the end of this month. Please remember, no duplicate names will be counted. No, that doesn’t mean write under a new name. For every duplicate name, that makes more work for me. To everyone signing this, it’s really important that’d you would actually be interested in buying Million $ Orchestra. If we succeed in this and shipping becomes available overseas and no on buys anything, I’ll be the one taking the blame. I’ve put this link on several facebook groups and youtube videos. Keep posting this link everywhere."

- (Fuck Yeah Takeru)
*Do click on the link. This will direct you to one of Takeru's fan page! We HAVE to support him 110%! If he does so much for us, we have to do it back for him! :)*

Studying, failed.

Konichiwa!

Not a very good day today. I need to pay more attention to my studies, but it seemed to have always fail.

Trying my best to concentrate and revise my work more! I just realized that I totally SUCK in History and paper2 for History starts on the 3rd day of exams. WTF I stopped studying History at chapter 3, I have like 5 more chapters to go. Oh my WTF. Die. I was supposed to be studying but the evening weather is mad awesome. So went out to snap pictures!

Baby bro was playing with his bubble gun anyway.

HARHARHAR, caught that little devil trying to ... er? Catch the bubble with his mouth? Ew.

Tired like mad.

Konichiwa!

Today is such a tiring day for me, I don't know why. Most of the times, some things are hard to be explained. The eighth wonders of the world? I woke up quite early today, 10.20am. Yes, it's consider quite early for a late-sleeper like me! I have to get up early to go to school and hand in my accounts project to my teacher! The deadline was supposed to be on last Thursday, but then we girls know how to "persuade" the teacher to extend the deadline.

NO; it's a SHE not a HE. We don't do disgusting stuffs to our teachers for heaven sake! She just thought that we are such cute little angels and gave us extra time to finish our project. How sweet of her but she kept asking me about Vince! She seriously think that Vince is my boyfriend, which is SO NOT TRUE WTF. I like Vince as a FRIEND.

After that, went to Anussha's house for a group study. As you know, every group study will, always and forever fail. HARHARHAR! We were supposed to be studying Physics and Add maths but we end up watching MTV and Animax the whole day. Appx 4 hours non-stop. I can just imagine her and I, living in an apartment and do nothing all day but watch TV and eat junk food. That's the FTW life.

Went home and tried to finish all my add maths paperworks that Mr Teng gave. I swear you can never finish it in one day. The papers are damn pilling up like Mount Everest.

Full of shit, I thought I was able to do more but I failed. It's good that he gave us tons of work but the damn lazy me refused to get his work done.

Besides, was eating chocolate ice cream that has marshmallows in them. Seriously, for the win to this ice cream. Who the heck is the genius who created such heavenly things?

Lotsa junk.

HELLLO!

I'm so tired today but I was forced to clean up my room. It's either I cleaned up my room, or I will get some punishments as always. It's like you must have the "mood" to clean up your room. Surprisingly, I DO have the mood. It's weird that I always get distracted with all the cool things I'd find in my room! (laughs) I totally forgot that I had all these cute letter envelopes!

The best thing is that they are all from Japannnnn! ♥ Aunt bought it for me, long long long long time ago! I can't believe I'm still keeping it! Oh my gosh, it may not worth anything to me but now, it's heaven! Anything that has to do with Japan is HEAVEN to me. Ngekngek.

OH! I found this Elmo box and tissue paper! Seriously, I did not open that tissue paper. Most probably it has already been a year or so? Cause it's tooooo cute, I can't force myself to open such a cute thing, omg. And the Elmo box is, no comments! ♥

SEE Universal Studios Japan. HEAVEN! Oh and the expiry date, it isn't year 2023 (laughs) It's actually 23th August 2009. ;) Oh and I found heck lots of all these, what do you call these? The aluminium pin on top of soda bottles? I think I have 4hundreds of them. yeah, I know I'm a nerd who collects all these 8D

Things that you don't know about Takeru.

Found a website that states all the things you DON'T KNOW about Takeru from SuG. Really, I was quite surprised myself.

- He is colorblind.
- He can write with both hands.
- He LOVES milk more than anything.
- He doesn’t sleep when he doesn’t have work.
- He has an obsession with bras xDD
- He can’t play any instrument. Poor you. xD
- He hates his dimples. He’d like them if they weren’t so deep.

He can't be colourblind, can he?! He's a designer and almost all his designs are so colourful! HE CAN'T BE. Maybe it was some typing error or something! He hates his dimples? ): but all of us loved it! Aiks. Okay the bra thing is damn funny, he's obsessed with them! HAHA.

RAIN.

Konichiwa!

It's late now but what can I do? My room was flooded by a very very heavy downpour. Half of my things got wet, yes that includes my bed! I can't sleep early tonight because I have to wait for the bed to dry up at least a little bit. To you, it might be bad luck but surprisingly I won't call it any bad luck. I call it a REMINDER. Maybe this is God's way of telling me to study instead of getting over on the computer. Yikes.

I'm FINALLY done with my accounts project, hallelujah?! I think that crap took me over 2 months to get it done. I'm so done and I'm so relieved! ^-^ Thank God for everything! Might post some pictures of SuG since I rarely blog.

P!nk Masquerade.

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We were supposed to be doing out Moral charity work, but we end up camwhore-ing in school. How hardworking. Sometimes, I wonder what would my parents say if they read my blog.