Exams are...soon to be over!

Konichiwa!

It's been such a long time since I last blogged. This time, it isn't because I'm lazy. It's definitely before of exams. Honestly, do you ever believe someone like ME would ever study her head off for Finals? Especially when I just love to tweet nonsense stuffs and talk crap everyday? Yes, you better believe it cause' I DID study. I feel so committed to exams.

Physics paper 2 was today. Damn gosh, it was damn super freaking hell difficult. Miss Tan really do push students to their limits till the point where they want to suicide. Every year. Every decade. Since she started teaching. Hell. I know it's supah difficult, but surprisingly I enjoy answering those questions. Like say, essay questions. I enjoy explaining why that phenomenon happened. I think I liked to write so much, I went cuckoo after that. But whatever. I did my best, and let's hope my effort will be paid off. Got back my accounts paper today, and that is pure depression. I got a fucking B. I aimed for me, but I didn't get it. I study my ass off for accounts, but it seems that I don't put it much effort.

Going for Aunt's wedding dinner this Sunday. Let's hope for the best :)

I need my Takeru ♥

Konichiwa!

It was such a hectic day today. Woke up at 11 plus, which is considered as a VERY VERY freaking early time for me. My usual wake up time for weekends is 1 pm. Just ignore that okay? I'm the lazy type and I don't want to change my love for sleeping. ♡ Then went to Anussha's housie to study. As you know, non of our study groups will ever turn out well. You know it, and you don't have to ask anymore. We end up camwhore-ing in front of the webcam. Good thing I had a tumblr now, I can upload those pictures to tumblr instantly. HELL YEAH tumblr

When I get back, I was so tired as shit. I nearly fell asleep when I was bathing in the shower, oh come on. I still have to stay awake and upload more pictures to my tumblr. But that is what makes me excited all the time. Uploaded tons of Jordan Witzigreuter's pictures and lots of KoKi's too. He's just too adorable as a pumpkin and I feel like kidnapping both Takeru and him. I just love them both so much. ♥

Shoboi and I @ Anussha's house. We tied our hairs up, just like Japanese girls. I didn't know she was that cute! HAH, pwned!

Sucked.

Yeah hey.

School kinda sucked. A lot. I feel so empty inside, going to school. But still, I go to school to study and of course meet with friends. I don't think my heart is 100% into doing those stuffs anymore. Anyway, today is Adam Lambert's fucking awesome concert. The one I can't go to. I'm so broke and my parents will NEVER let me go to any concert especially before exams. Damn, Bala and Sherwyn are the lucky ones. Lucky you.

The one concert I can't wait for is SuG's concert. I do hope that they will make a Asia Tour concert. I'm joining all those fanpages or events that could help invite them over to Malaysia. So far failed. It's like no one has ever heard of Malaysia, they know Singapore and Thailand but they don't know the big country in between. Aiks, but I pray and hope everyday. I want to see Takeru so badly, he's such a hawtass. If other members can wait for like 3 - 4 years, I'm sure I can too. I need to get into more of the other Jrock bands like the GazettE or Alice Nine. They are way more famous than SuG. But I don't have the freaking time. Damn, exams.

Besides, the weather nowadays is so damn freaking hot. I need more time. ):

I'm nuts!

Please ignore whatever I've wrote on the previous post. I went a bit crazy.

Today went smooth without a hitch. No one noticed my braces-free teeth :B except Daniel, LiJien, KokJun and Brian. HOW SAD, I should smile more tomorrow. I am just so psyched to show my teeth to people.

At least today, I've managed to study some Physics. It must be a very big achievement, because I've never taken interest in Physics or any other subjects other than Add Maths as a matter of fact. I missed everyone in class, yes including those two. You know who. The chipmunks, hah! I can't wait to go to Anussha's house tomorrow. I can't wait to show her the weird video of SID! I hope she will laugh, cause I know I did. LIKE A MADASS. Listening to SCANDAL - Shunkan Sentimental.

Beside that, Miss T showed us her laptop during Physics. She then played all these old songs, to accompany us while we're doing our revisions. Honestly, those songs are distracting me more than accompanying me. Damn, I think the newest song in her computer is ByeBye - Mariah Carey. We were all halfway dying listening to those songs and doing those tough Physics questions. Hell. She even has Slipknot songs! WOW, LiJien and I laughed when we saw all those "FUCK FUCK" word in her computer. Seriously! HAHAHAHA, she's so updated!

Am I sure?

I want to be the person you'll be so proud with. Someone who you aren't afraid to tell people about. I want to see that big smile on your face every time when you're down. It just seemed to kill my whole world to see you upset. Your sadness is the poison in me, it kills me slowly yet painfully. But it hurts me more to know that your smile is all I can get from you. Like what everyone said, to see your loved ones happy is one happiness itself. Although I don't get to call you my own, I'm happy that I've met someone as special as you.

You never know how happy I would be if I get a message or text from you. I would always think twice or sometimes, thrice before replying you. I don't want to say anything that will make you misunderstood. Once awhile, I would sneak a peek and I caught you smiling or laughing. Your soft smirks and tiny chuckles are the things that melts my heart. Sometimes when I listen to sweet songs, I could hear your voice ringing in my head. Very very soft, makes me feel so secure. I'm sure it's all God's magic that both of us bumped into each other in life. I would be so lost without your presence, so thank you.

You are the reason why I get up every morning.

You are the one who I want to see every day.

You are the special one in the sea of plain.

Yes, I am very sure.

You are the one, the one who I loved so much.

Tired. (´д｀)

Konichiwa!

Yesterday night, I had one of the best nights in my life! HAH, don't think dirty I will never do such a thing at this age!

Thanks to @dearestwish, she sent me a video about SID doing one if their interviews. Damn Mao was so epic, he made me laugh the whole time! I just couldn't stop laughing although the interview ended! HAHA. The whole SID group were so epic including their manager! Damn! MAO is sooo cuteeee. Pure love!

Anyway;

Tomorrow will be the first day I'm going to school without my braces on. It's going to be a bit weird, but I hope it'll turn out good. I wonder who will notice it since at Mr Teng's tuition, NO ONE seemed to have noticed. Not even Calvin Goh that frienemy! And he was staring at my teeth for a freaking 20 minutes LOL

Can you believe it? Mao is already 33 years old but he still looks damn cute and so damn hawt. Guys with baby face are so loved! I love his damn sexay face. Muahahahaa, oh I listened to Cosmetic - SID. Mad awesome song.

10/10/10

Didn't really study today. What a waste of the 24 hours given.

Oh well, nights!